The feeling of waiting is just so unbearable. Waiting for someone during a hang out... Waiting for a reply or sms or email... Waiting blindly for something you'll never know how it goes... But I end up waiting again after so many years. Am still waiting.
Struggling with my life. I don't want things to remain the same. I want to make changes to it. But I need to do some planning.
I'm not a person who knows how to plan. And I don't do planning. But, I need to learn how by now.
Someone told me a few days ago. Don't mix too much with those people who are of the level as you are. You'll ended up being like them in the end. You'll need to know what you want to be in your future and start planning. ...At work, learn everything your can in a short time and master them. Ask for more work to do when you are done with what you have in hand.
I need to stop complaining, stop whining. Do more to get more experiences. Hard work might pay off in the near future.
This year, I'm gonna change myself. Be more mature and independent. Next year, I'm gonna challenge myself. Change environment to make myself grow up.
I really need to do something to this life I'm having. A life that is too comfortable to live in is not going to help me grow.
First of all, self discipline and self monitoring is a MUST.
Saturday starting to seem to be my regular movie day now. This time I have a company. Watched The Sorcerer and The White Snake this time. Too much graphic I guess. Chatime AGAIN. Lol. 30% sugar is gonna be my choice from now on if I'm going for Chatime again. It's nice spending time with mom ^-^